i keep listening MY IMMORTAL song , by evanescense , and i cried ..
i found knife , and i keep playing with it ..
i punch the wall , i looked at my hand , it's red .. and i fell asleep , with a knife
beside me ..
11 February 11 , 4.50 pm
i'm feeling so depress ! aku cari sharpener .. just want to take a knife inside it , a
really small knife , i take it and trying to cut my WRIST !
and i've done , a few second .. 1 .. 2 .. 3.. five straight line .. and i relived of
seeing blood flowing :') i dont know why i'm doing that ,