A very beautiful mask for my birthday .

Lucia Italian Mask .

I really want this kind of mask . But i don't know where i can find it . If anybody knows , please tell me .

I WANT A MASQUERADE MASK !

sick

i had a fever . today tak pergi sekolah . aku rindu kau . bye <3

You're The Best I Ever Had

Sorry

I was shock when i know this truth . it's so hard for me to accept all these crap , i really sorry for being like this . pardon me if you didnt like . i have no idea what to do . i know there's nothing between you and her but , hm i dont know :/

i'm so jealous , and you know that . but lately , it becomes more better . it's okay if you being her friend .

i'll not say anything about her to you anymore , i just had enough time to face all these . even aku sebenarnya tak senang hati pun bila kau text dengan dia . bahaha aku tak sepatutnya macam ni . okay , aku tak kisah lah . i trust you like hell , kau sayang aku kann , and aku pun sayangg kau . so the end . and her ? yeah , become closer and closer . whatevs as long as kau terus terang , kau jujur dengan aku . i love you continuously . :) i love you like so much dear <3 she's nothing to you , and aku percaya , you always need me ,

there's no reason to leave you , xxxx

you love me , you like her ?

InsyaAllah , ONE DAY ♥

A GUY ONCE ASKED A MUSLIM MAN “WHY DO YOUR WOMEN COVER THEMSELVES?” THE MUSLIM MAN JUST SMILED AND PULLED TWO PIECES OF CANDY FROM HIS POCKET. HE UN-WRAPPED ONE AND LEFT THE OTHER COVERED. HE DROPPED THE TWO ON THE FLOOR AND ASKED THE GUY WHICH ONE HE’D CHOOSE TO EAT. IT REMINDS ME OF THIS QUOTE FROM MUHAMMAD ALI TO HIS DAUGHTER: “HANA, EVERYTHING THAT ALLAH (SWT) MADE VALUABLE IN THE WORLD IS COVERED AND HARD TO GET TO. WHERE DO YOU FIND DIAMONDS? DEEP DOWN IN THE GROUND COVERED AND PROTECTED. WHERE DO YOU FIND PEARLS? DEEP DOWN AT THE BOTTOM OF THE OCEAN COVERED UP AND PROTECTED IN A BEAUTIFUL SHELL. WHERE DO YOU FIND GOLD? WAY DOWN IN THE MINE, COVERED OVER WITH LAYERS AND LAYERS OF ROCK. YOU’VE GOT TO WORK HARD TO GET TO THEM.:)

recently

what day is today ?

today is fucking boring day !

it's like 10 thousand time i'm searching for the blogger setting to change my url ! lol. i can't find it though . mana kau hilang haa ? aku dah naik muak muak muak rasa nak campak je laptop ni bila nak type url blog ni . aku dah totally benci nama momo tu . eww please macam entah pape je . seriously , aku nak tukar to something yang aku suka , sejuk sikit mata aku nak tengok url tu . something like

- redrose.blogspot.com

-unwantedbloood.blogspot.com

omaigod , sukanya aku dengan url tu . awhh aku rasa stupid gila bila tak dapat change url tu , someone ? HELP ME PLEASE

tadi , ada tuition .rasa macam nak tukar tuition pun ada . yeah i will , tp chemist je lah . but tadi aku betul betul tengah ada spirit nak study , tibatiba dapat call

angah : dik , dah habis tuition kan ? nak ambik sekarang

and i was like pffffffffffttt ! baru nak study .

angah : nak pergi putrajaya ni .

and aku pun turun lah and we are going to putrajaya .

sampai sana aku tengok there's something macam pesta flora . ada lah boat boat , nampak glow in the dark . and surprisingly , tengahtengah tengok tu , ada firework !

aku rasa teruja sangatsangatsangat bcs betulbetul depan mata aku . hoho ! best gila kot . hehe

and tommorow actually ada lawatan pergi muzium , am happy bcs dia cakap dia ikut sekali , hehe <3 i love you :p aku and diyana sabrina ialah AJK MAKANAN . hohohehe . so kitorang lah kena bagi group member makanan esok , sorry lah aku bagi korang roti jeww . :p breakfast kan hihi . okay aku dah mengantuk , byebye :D

something

haih ,aku tak pernah jumpa lelaki macam kau . kau special sgt bagi aku . aku tak sanggup kehilangan kau . walau banyak mana pun masalah . kita akan face together . dua dua budak lagi . aku tahu . ada masa nya nanti kita betul betul matured , aku harap perasaan ni still ada , sama dgn apa yang aku rasa sekarang . aku tau kau pun rasa benda yang sama . InsyaAllah semuanya okay .

apa yang jadi , ada hikmah dia . Allah tu penyayang , dia sedarkan kita semua . dalam post ni , aku nak mintak maaf kat semua pihak . aku manusia biasa , buat banyak silap . aku betul betul mintak maaf . aku okay :) walaupun apa yang dah jadi kat aku , tu aku punya balasan . so aku terima . everything will be alright :)

♥ awak ♥

awak awak , awak tahu tak saya rindu awak sangat sangat . awak cakap kat saya dua tiga harini awak rindu saya tiap saat . saya pelik je tetiba awak macam tu . tapi saya suka sangat bila awak rindu saya macam tuu . <3 awak awak , saya sebenarnya tak tahu nak tulis apa dalam post yang ni . haih saya dah tak berapa minat nak menaip panjang panjang . hahaha . awak , kalau saya pergi dulu kan ,

- saya nak awak janji jaga diri awak baikbaik .

- kalau awak sedih pun jangan lah sampai memudaratkan awak .

- saya nak awak sayang saya sampai awak sendiri dah takda .

- saya nak awak selalu ingat kat saya .

- doakan saya kat sana :)

saya just wish macam ni , Allah yang tentukan :)

selama saya dengan awak , saya happy sangat . walaupun kita selalu gaduh , tapi tu semua tak effect pun rasa sayang kat awak . biasalah tu gaduh gaduh :p hahaha kalau ditakdirkan kita berpisah ,, tu pun BUKAN kehendak saya . You are only one person to the world , but you are the world to one person . one person tu saya lah :)

( saya sbenarnya dah rasa semacam dah bila jiwangjiwang time budakbudak ni ) haha , tapi entah lah . tulah yang saya rasa sekarang .maybe betul kot man just like a rubber band . maybe awak tak sedar , dalam bulan lepas macam tu awak jarang contact saya and saya pulak macam lari je dari awak . tapi sekarang ? awak rindu saya lebih dari selalu nyaaaaaaa . <3 hihi i love you <3

apa pun , kita sebenarnya kena focus kat belajar dulu >.<

tapi benda ni lah buat saya selalu tak focus . hahahaha sayangawaksangatsangat ♥

mood

emo emo emo emo emo emo .

hey everyone

life update :

1) nothing

2) nothing

3) nothing

cehh . hahahahahah

i'm pretend to be happy , capital wtf , i'm dying inside .

actually , aku nak admit something .

i hate my classmate this year . okay aku tau aku sebenarnya tak exist pun dalam kelas tu . and aku bengang sangat dengan fucking mothafakassss guru kelas kesayangan 4 pro tu . dia tak habis habis nak nag hari hari . tak reti penat ke . i know i'm bad , mengumpat cikgu dalam blog . but aku dah taktahan . dah meletup letup ni haa . wahai cikgu yang disayangi , kalaulah kau boleh baca blog ni aku nak kauuu tauuuu sangat . kalau aku tak turun rehat , aku lagi rela kemas kelas kesayangan kau tuu daripada buat benda lain . kau bukan nampak pun aku sapu kelas or whatever . yang kau tau bisingbising marah aku . cukup lah . aku tahu nak buat apa . eeeeee tapi serious sekarang aku tak suka kauuuuuuuu . aaa watevessss ! tomorrow , everyone knows sign report card . hoyeahhh . yay me ! tak payah pergi sekolah . ulala ~ tak payah mengadap mukamuka swagers kat sekola tuu . haha ! friday friday ~ sekolah balik la nampak nya haha but can't wait for hari koko . adelah someting kannnn yang aku tak sabar sangat ni hehe . malam ni aku tumblring and study kejap jewwwwwww . ehem ehem , sehari tak sah tak sebut pasal si dia . haha hello there , i miss you gilagila kat sini . harini sungguh asdfghjkl sebab tak contact langsungg dengan dia . dah dua hari tak wish goodnight . so , goodnight for last night and goodnight for today <3 xoxo i think i need to stop here . okay byebye ~

missing him .

Being apart from you isn't easy...

I find myself missing you so often,

In so many ways...

But even though we can't be together right now

Gentle thoughts of your love fill my days

And dreams of your tenderness fill my nights...

No matter what I'm doing,

I know it would be so much better

If I could be sharing it with you...

I keep thinking of the things you'd say

If you were here with me now,

Or the way you would laugh

If I did something silly as I am prone to do,

And the next thing I know,

I'm daydreaming about all the things we'll do

When we're together again...

Work is something we both must do,

And at times it puts us apart,

It makes me appreciate you even more

And the love you give me even more special.

Although the miles

Come between us now,

I still feel so much in love with you,

And I just keep hoping

The days will fly by

Because I want you beside me

To talk to,

To hold,

To love. i love you more than you know :3 always .

nice day :)

thanksforeverything <3

FML FOREVER . THANK YOU .

hmm :/

lately , kita jarang contact . and aku rasa kau macam dah lain . lain lain lain . kau dah tak banyak cakap . walaupun kau cakap kau rindu aku , aku da tak dapat rasa yang kau betul betul rindu aku . sorry to say . malam ni , aku alone alone alone . bila macam ni aku mula rindu , aku teringin nak macam dulu dulu .

kita dulu chat sampai tengah malam , aku tahu kau penat . takpa , this is only my dream . emm weh kau tau tak harihari aku tengok older post facebook kau , bila kita mula rapat balik .tengok ni , kau ingat tak post ni ? aku rasa ni time kau baru add aku balik . fuhh tak sedar pun kau remove aku -___-

haha sangat lawakk -__- . and the rest . baca lah sendiri . haha sampai la dua dua declare suka sama suka , err walaupun time tu aku dengan budak tu >.>




and bila keadaan dah serabut macam ni lah :(

and ingat tak ice rink <3 baru aku perasan time tu 10 november 10 :) sebulan sebelum 10 december 10 :D

yang aku tahu sorang 'dia' tu aku , hehe okay perasan :p

day after day ~

cerita yang aku reka dekat blog ni , cerita kau dgn aku :'>

ni ha , bila kau call aku , keadaan aku mesti macam ni xDhehe

kita banyak jugak bergaduh , bukan sebab apa kita dua dua tgh kusut time tu :/ sorry , aku suka lari kan diri kalau tgh toucing :'>

3 december tu , birthday aku nak dekat dah . aku sedih sangat :/

tengok ni , 7 december kita gaduh teruk sangat , 2 hari lagi nak birthday akuu :(

masa 8 december , aku dah jujur dgn budak tu yang aku taknak ada apa apa lagi dgn dia . aku lega sangat time tu . hmmm semua okay balik :) cuba yelah aku dah break someone heart yang tak bersalah . tapi aku tak boleh tipu , aku suka kau sangat sangat . sampai lah birthday aku ~

hahahaha rindu betul time tu ~

yeahhhhhhhh 10 december 10 ,

ya Allah sebenarnya panjang lah aku nak type sampai bila bila tak habis , haih . nanti la aku sambung :/ aku rindu kau sangatsangat .

happy father's day ,

i just want you to know that i reallyreallyreally miss you , adik rindu sangatsangat :(( today is father's day , adik nak wish happy father's day , thank you for everything dad <3

PLEASEEEEEEEEEEE , I WANT MY DADDY BACK :(

semua kawan aku ada ayah lagi , hmm just want to say , appreciate lah ayah korang selagi dia ada . :')

i'll try my best to understand you .

Men Are Like Rubber Bands'.

The writer explains that when a man loves a woman, periodically he needs to pull away before he can get closer. So when they pull away, they can stretch only so far before they come springing back. This cycle involves getting close, pulling away, and them getting close again. So a women should allow a man to expand fully. She should not try to prevent this pulling away . i guess it happen to you now ? hmmm

Similarly women Are Like Waves

When a woman is feeling really good, she will reach a peak, but then suddenly her mood may change and her waves crashes down. After reaching the bottom suddenly her mood will shift and she will again feel good about herself. Automatically her wave begins to rise back. When a woman's wave rises she feels she has an abundance of love to give, but when it falls she feels her inner emptiness and needs to be filled up with love.

ammm yeah , please understand me .


Men argue for the right to be free while women argue for the right to be upset. Men want space while women want understanding. She needs caring and he needs trust. She needs understanding and he needs acceptance. She needs respect and he needs appreciation. She needs devotion and he needs admiration. She needs validation and he needs approval. She needs reassurance and he needs encouragement.


if you're in ' rubber band ' phase , i'll never chase you . i hope you'll springing back :)

rainbow after rain :)

kiss the rain ,

aku rasa nak menangis harini . menangis sepuas puasnya . adam , aku mintak maaf . aku salah . apa pun , goodnight , jangan marah lama lama nanti saya rindu :'( patut lah petang tadi kau macam taknak pandang aku . kau taknak jumpa aku . just bagi barang and terus pergi . aku dah buat hati kau sakit . maafkan aku . aku tak dapat faham kau lagi . bila aku baca text kau , aku tersentak . sebab time tu pun aku tengah kena marah . aku nak nangis tapi aku tahan . sampai lah sekarang baru aku nangis sepuasnya . layan lagu kiss the rain - yiruma . aku tahan tahan . sampai kepala aku rasa berat . aku rasa nak pitam , aku jatuh . aku pun terlupa aku tak makan dari balik sekolah tadi . hm aku dah deactive facebook . tengok lah bila aku nak on balik . aku tak marah kau lagi . aku marah pun takboleh aku tetap salah . aku actually baru nak happy hari ni . jubah yang kau bagi tu , sesuai dgn aku . mak aku ckap , pandai kau pilih :') kakak aku cakap , terima kasih banyakbanyak . dia suka sangat . kau selalu buat aku happy . tapi aku ? sorry adam . aku da terus terang dengan kau . dah lah . kalau nak ikut aku nak je type semua dalam hati aku ni . tapi tak payah lah . last aku nak cakap , aku syang kau . .

tonight

listening to slowly and sad love song make me feel dying inside . i just have enough time for this . aku penat dengan orang orang kat facebook , i know they're all my friend . tak dorang bukan kawan aku or saling tak kenal ? or ? hm aku tahu . aku taktahu apa yang aku sakitkan sebenarnya , tak ada apa pun kot aku rasa sebenarnya . aku just dah muak dgn perangai masing masing dekat facebook . aku on facebook and yang aku cari just member rapat and him . baru aku perasan aku hanya perlu kan bestfriends not 'friends' aku taktahu kenapa aku cakap macam ni . aku taktahu kenapa aku serabut kan kepala hotak aku dgn benda ni . tapi aku sakit hati dgn sesetengah member yang tak reply comment ke tak give attention langsung dgn apa yang aku cakap . aku rasa macam tak wujud pun ada . sebab tu malam ni aku rasa . nak deactive .aku ada ke takda ke still the same aku tak pernah wujud dalam friend list dorang , k i need time . let me enjoy my life without you guys . and i start to hate my fucking school . ahh . i hate myslef . no one care about me , kalau ada pun ALLAH S.W.T , my family , my bestfriends , and him <3 and the rest ~ no comment kepala aku still terpikir pasal haters around ni , do i love my haters ? FYH ! JUST GET OUT OF MY MIND AND GO TO HELL ! burn your self in fucking hot fire . asdfgjkl AAAAAAAARGGHHHHH ! i need to take wudhuk and start solat tenang kan jiwa kau . TAPI aku rasa nak pergi cari balik pisau kecik aku tuuuuuu tangan aku nak sangat buat benda tuu , aku try stop , tapiiiiiiii malam ni aku addict sgt benda tuuuuuuuu . T.T help me . *crying alone*